"guck, du reißt dich nicht für schule, nicht für pauken und rechenwege. und wird es anstrengend machst du blau, nur um weg zu gehen. du brauchst dich nicht weg zu drehen, das ist dein leben. sieh es dir genau an, du brauchst jetzt nicht weg zu sehen. es ist ein jammer, die ganze reue in deinem herzen macht dich traurig, doch sie macht den shit kein bisschen anders. ..du warst nicht grad' der beste mensch, beste sohn, beste typ, liebhaber, best friend. bitte laber nicht du hättest alles anders gemacht, du hast jetzt 18jahre lang die chance gehabt!" - dramatic
The sun is filling up the room and I can hear you dreaming. Do you feel the way I do right now? I wish we would just give up, cause the best part is falling. Call it anything but love. And please don't stand so close to me, I'm having trouble breathing. I'm afraid of what you'll see right now. I give you everything I am, all my broken heartbeats. Until I know you understand. And I keep waiting for you to take me, you keep waiting to save what we have. So I'll make sure to keep my distance, say "I love you" when you're not listening.
How long can we keep this up, up, up? How long 'till we call this love, love, love?
How long can we keep this up, up, up? How long 'till we call this love, love, love?
I’m scared today, more than I told you I was yesterday. Give me a moment to catch my breath and hold me every second left. Proud of me, that’s the only way I want you to be. Look at me and love what you see. I won’t make it alone, I need something to hold. We made it out, and all the other people are asking how. This doesn’t even sound like truth to grow from a bruise, but one day we will realize. How hard it was, how hard we tried and how our hearts made it out alive. Kiss me on my shoulder, and tell me it’s not over. I promise to always come home to you. Don’t give up on what we’re trying to do. Don’t count the miles, count the 'I love you's. ..And these are words I wished you said, but that’s not how it went. Cause you gave up on us, in the end.
